It's Zenobia

I guess we all Come to That point Where we turn Damn near Inside out To be What we are about For the first time And I'm sitting here On this ledge Working up The wisdom to Be afraid enough To find The courage To jump into life As I've always seen it When my eyes Where closed enough To dream Owning up To the promises I made myself long ago Promises that got lost In the shuffle Of growing up Stuck Somewhere between Grand ambitions And being told You can't live life On wishes Somewhere In there I let someone Secretly Slid my dreams Right out From under me No wonder we Move along this Assembly line Of the nine to five grind And I'm Supposed to feel Accomplished For five days a week Then spend the ends On the line again Following the masses To the mall again But to what end When then Do I find the time for me For that ache I've been putting off To live The wrong kind of dream Today, Today I free myself I take those glimpses Of inspiration I've seen And let them tak...

I am an elitist believing only in myself not the doctrines of wayward followers not the fanatics who habit the seat in front of the tv to see who they will choose to be today today, I Disrobe Boldly And step into The shower To wash away The sins Of the hours Gone by Where I Despite My disbelief Have been Subjected To the grief Of those who have fallen I myself Am a rarity In these days Of conformity They are Shape shifters Drifting to The nearest dock For lack Of hold Of their own Sense of self Wealth Found in Commercialized Merchandise Instead Of inside Where that voice Says it's ok To be you Even if It goes against The grain But they strain Against the voice And I embrace And train That voice To speak Loudest When I'm doubting And in need of The elitist High Of overrated But newest Exclusive Hypebeast Pricey Shit From Japan