Retreat Words
And so I give up I retreat into the heat of my tears and the ache at the back of my throat "just go if that's what you want" words that float in my head and fight with my heart I'm hard and fast about the last few years it was love like I had never known and I could never know the way it would one day break me and take me from a smile to a lonely angry sad Sunday one day I wanna look back and pretend That I walked away first so the tightness in my chest can eventually fade but for now I give up I'm moving on cause my heart tells me you did And I did not wanna believe it but time tells the truth that is hardest to hear and it is clear now that the worst has happened and I'm not sure I've survived but I have given up cause these tears have washed away the promise and time is just too honest