It's Zenobia

I won't write about sex while there's bills due Best bet is that next check But you better cash quick before that APR kills you And my best guess  Is its all left for the last sec  Cause in some respect it kinda thrills you Living on the edge, no regret That the rents due and those new shoes  Were a bad call  But you need heels  Cause your esteem falls  When he don't call  But you swear that he likes you Its a cycle  It's my life though I need something  For me, rewards for being stifled  By this job This boss This loss of sense of self since I left help Behind  At my parents  It's apparent that I self indulge  Just a little bit, cause this shit is tough  And life's a bitch  If you don't go along with it  I try and fight against the grain Carve my name  Into the tree of life  And somehow it leaves  My sticky hands empty Sending  My sappy heart the message That I'm plenty fine  Right ...

We are not  Seeing  Eye to eye And  I  Am walking  Barefoot  On The wire  While I  Sit him down to explain My name  Is my name And I can't spare  Change  Not for nothing  Not worth the pain  I gotta just be  Me  No spare parts No bare hearts Sleeveless keeps it  Hard  So I offer  My thighs  To keep us apart Just skin  Without the need for scars Let's just eat  Cause I get dark  But sweetie I don't sleep I keep Ice  In these veins  Nice To be safe  But he doesn't  Feel me when I say  I'm not the good girl I'm not  What you are I'm not a stunt, but I've bent back too far I’ve been back too far Into the recess Of needless Love affairs Love left me High and dry Exposed Though A different kinda bare Not where I want now Not there I’m gone now I can be Today And tonight That’s fine That’s my offer Offer me indifference Resistance To norm A soft place to p...

Echoes Wake me Lately Leave me Aching Waiting For Whispers That lick hurt All against The edges Then deep Seeped Into My Essence Embedded With the memory Of bedding Down Our Heat Scorching Crisp The sheets We Were Something sweet Something That never Knew Its peak Fell Hard Then Fell Off Faults all Bared now Skin all Bare now And only ghosts To see it Drowned In a host Of feelings Freedom feels like fleeing From the truth I only ever was Alive Beneath The weight of you I have only ever Died Released In the wait for you As we climbed The reach Between The waist of two Tender Broken Crying souls That ate each other For the chance At being Whole I Lay In tears Remembering The years You dripped Across these lips The ones That owned Every letter Of your name And prayed With them Wet Against My tongue I ache For memories Of we And we Have not yet Begun Become More than us Two separate Ones No We haven’t even met But does it Even matter If I already Know Your Scent If I can already taste The ...