Only Words

I would forgive you

if those days hadn’t happened

like they had

but they have

and I'm at

a place in my life

where I find

a peace

with this person

I've become

and I don't forgive you

and I would forgive you

if for a second I believed

that you believe that you were wrong

and since you've gone

in all this time

I just dont hear it in your voice

and so

with a strength built by your weakness

I made the choice

to stop listening

to stop living in

a past that lasted

way too long

for both of us

we both are just

what we are

only I  have stopped believing

only I have stopped

only I have

only I

only

all it ever could be