For You Words

Maybe it’s silly

But really 

I feel like you must  

Miss me, miss us, 

Miss our honestly epic love

Maybe it’s dumb 

But I think about your hands

And how they must 

Feel empty without mine 

This whole time 

I’m here and I miss you for sure

But I can’t help to wonder 

How you end the day

Without our talks, and our laughs 

And that glass 

Of cold water that you need 

After we…

Well you know

But what I don’t get is 

how you manage 

Without us, 

Specifically, without me

I know its seems silly

To say things like this 

That I must seem full of myself 

But it’s just that

I was, I mean you said

I was your best friend 

For always, no matter what

But here I am on this side of the fence

And I guess

I mean, I know, at least I think

That this was necessary 

But for me 

I do, and mine are, 

And the glass is empty every night 

And me without my best 

Will just never feel right

This might sound silly 

And really I guess it doesn’t matter

It might not make sense

But I don’t want this anymore 

I want my friend 

I want this “over” to end

Maybe this is me over thinking 

And overdoing 

What I was to you 

But I do wonder how you 

Wake and eat and sleep 

Without the greatness of we

And our closeness 

Despite the fighting 

I honestly wonder how

You can bear the rain 

Without the lightning