Undone Words

If you weren't you

then maybe I 

would be able to walk away

today 

for good 

it would

be so easy 

if only 

you weren't 

the beginning of my day 

thoughts

in the soft

corners of my heart

if you weren't there

at night in the dark 

when my eyes closed

I could simply cross the street

and meet 

the rest of my life

if I didn't know 

with a certainty so strong

that it wouldn't be right

I wouldn't be I 

or me if there wasn't a we

I could forget we ever were

if only I hadn't given my best self

and for the first time felt 

what true was 

with you Love

life was everything

life was anything 

we believed in 

I saw the future in the stars that I counted in your eyes

If you weren't you 

I could burn the map that had

our names, our hearts, our paths side by side 

the math added up 

and us was what we loved

and I could leave if I hadn't

found a place my heart could trust

I could let me leave

If I believed that fighting 

for my best is a bad idea

If I could convince my heart 

or even my head that us over is right

if you weren't you

I would be winning that fight

but I can't fight the truth 

and I fit best with you 

and I can't walk away 

and I wake up every day 

knowing what I know is honestly it for me 

if you weren't you 

I wouldn't need us, I could finally be done 

but you're definitely you 

and I'm lost in this Love