It's Zenobia

I have had all of you all at once and I am drunk the heat of you the smell of you lingers on my skin in my pores and I am open to more to now again as we were how you feed the hungriest parts of me fill fill fill still I want I whisper requests against your neck and your body always says yes I drink you in With my hands my mouth my mind my eyes inducing vertigo the room spins I am not careful with you I am rough And eager Leaving My shaking hands To grasp, and grab This frenzy Builds inside And gallops past My heart beats fast Fast Fast Forward Back Forward Back More of that Moisture builds, coats us Soaks us So much More please, have me  I am lush with  loving  learning  something  under your influence  three sheets gone under these sheets we lay on we play on   I have had all of you  all at once  and I am drunk  your skin is warm  and I'm in love

Simple eighth grade love... Circle one; yes, no, maybe Soulmates...Till ninth grade.

  She’s asks No begs  For the night And you deliver  You give her the moon And the stars  On the white  Of those sheets  Scorching heat Leaves her very edges  Singed  Tinged  With caramel Born from the sweet Face flushed Pink Teeth  Sink Into shoulders That hold her steady  Ready  With your mouth To catch her screams Her pleas Her tears on your lips She bites and tightens her grip On her sanity She is sinking Thinking  About the bluest sky  She's ever seen The most alive she's ever been The ache of sugar  On the roof of her mouth Overwhelming and delicious All at once She sees the sun  As it sets behind her eyes Colors melt across  The sky  Why why why.... How can she explain This  How will she retain This She needs new words For nerve endings Electric, charged, stars Explode And you blow softly  against the skin of her navel She is dying  Unable  To breathe  Please Sheets ...

I write my heart Not on my sleeve But on the steam Of the shower door Pleas To whichever Whatever God Can hear me Please Steer me in the right direction These thoughts Are blessings I offer  Up on glass As water washes away Past intentions I was gonna I mean I meant to Do more  Be more See more For a little while But I  Was weak  My heart could barely beat Let alone speak  On my behalf That's the past I promise I'm trying now Crying out  Inside this space Tears fight against the water Streaming down  My face  Help me  Trace  These words on glass To ask For some kind of sign So something can go right So I have some idea of how to  Meet this night with peace with me at least  in a place  that I can face alone  but don't leave me hear without  the chance to know what life is  when life is rose tinted sentiments  settling  against the best intent give me  if only even one a moment  to know...

  Soothe my soul love I am restless I am helpless I float free in these waves And they Overtake me Soothe my soul love Find a place In that place That is your heart For what is left of me Quiet the noise Inside Of the place That was my heart Long now Have the echos Hurt the walls of me I am falling Please Catch Me Soothe my skin Free me of this fever That burns The words At my lips Hear me love  Near me love So that I can chase The cure of you So I can taste The lure of you Soothe the yearning Sate the thirst I fight inside me  it's right inside these words  the nerves set on edge  waiting wanting wishing not for hot hard hands but for the promise in their magic for what they say  with their language of solid steady steel  of knowing  just enough  of love  to make it feel like silk  slowly sliding over  hungry flesh  soaking the desert of my heart leaving the essence wet damp dark flushed  soothe love please promise m...