Diner Words

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Sitting 

Sipping coffee 

With skim 

In 

Some kind of love 

Something has touched 

The vacant places 

I was sure 

I'd closed up 

Close calls 

Called up

All those befores

That I swore were the ones

Pale against this day

Trail along in haste

Desperate

Dying 

To be placed 

In line 

With what we call

Perfection

But the fog has lessened

And I see clear

Across fields 

As loss yields

Meager returns 

Eagerly spurned

But in all honest

Honestly lessons were learned

And this is definitely

Different

Sitting 

Gently 

On my heart

Spinning gold

Of the gray yarns  

Stories that tell me 

I have a chance 

I can be part 

Of something beautiful

Doing the most

With something 

He says 

Is luck past due

Maybe I'm hoping

It's true

Hoping he's right 

Hoping he likes 

Moments this simple 

Minutes this bright 

Blinding 

Doubts that live inside

My ever nervous heart 

Hoping we are

In 

Some kind of something 

Cause I feel 

Like

It's big

Breathing on its own

Wanting like I'm wanting 

Only 

To live


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