Science Words

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He believes 
in nature 
and science
and I am 
a coincidence
a natural 
occurrence
no good omens
just random moments
that go in 
no particular 
order 
over the course 
of a day 
A night 
A moon 
A bright 
Blinding sun 
We ride 
The spin
Of the earth
Tilted 
On its 
Axis
Fast
Yet gentle
Hands gripping 
The grass
As we lay back 
And bask
At the soft curve
The blue sky
The clouds
The how's
The why's
I am a grain
Of sand
In the ocean
Hoping
To be discovered 
Pulled 
Deep 
Into the delicate shell
Of a man
Disrupting
The sleep of his heart
It wakes
And it fights
And races so hard
That I 
Am gripped
And turned  
And loved 
Till I become
Something shimmering 
A perfect piece 
Of nature 
Of stars 
To be studied
Notes taken
Speculations 
Made and
Assumed to be true 
Proved 
As you do
When you're a man
Who believes 
Not in God 
But the truth 
He sees with his own eyes
He feels 
With his own hands 
His own mouth
His own body 
As he ignores 
The omens
The whispers 
The tragic
He believes in
Nature and science 
And I am
Something 
Akin to magic
And we
Exist
On the same plane
But you cannot 
Hope to hold 
What you cannot 
Explain 
What you 
Don't let yourself 
Believe
He holds tight
To science 
And 
I drift 
Away in disbelief 
He believes in 
Nature 
Not the magic
That is 
Me

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