Clean Words

I have finally found 

time for myself

to rest 

relax 

and possibly have 

a glass 

of something

to soften these bones

now that I am 

home 

but first

I wanna wash the day 

away

off 

my skin

the shower calls

to soothe me 

soon me 

and the heat 

of the water

connect

eyes closed

back pressed 

against the wall 

while 

water

rains 

down

drenched

brown hair 

turned black 

over my shoulder 

over and over

the water

hits 

with 

perfect precision

and these small 

but loving hands

offer me visions

my mind is swimming 

quick flashes 

happen 

to dampen

my senses 

hands happily 

work magic

that's it 

diligent fingers linger

longer... longer 

as the pressure 

coiled between these

hips 

gets stronger 

stronger 

breathing quickens 

shorter 

in my throat

oh...I

sink 

low 

knees weak 

no longer willing 

to support this heat 

one hand splayed against the glass

dragging through the steam 

drowning in this dream 

falling 

falling 

fast...

my tongue 

catching my scream 

but I will go 

go

go

till the water is cold 

so so slow 

my heart reaches my lips

fingers

dip 

dip

dip

dying 

dying done

the burst of lighting

floods my eyes

like sun

my teeth sink 

into flesh near my shoulder

God 

has found me in this steam 

and I 

am over...Over...OVER