Turn Words

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He makes promises

In this dark

So it’s hard 

To see his smile,

His guile

As the wheels

Turn in 

His head

As two hands 

(His)

Tie mine 

To this bed

As my mind is tied

In knots

Not knowing what is next

I am fed

Promises

Of happiness

But instead

He offers torture 

Teeth graze soft

Against ankles 

Chills shoot straight through

Hands grasp for an anchor

I hear him 

Laugh soft

Under his breath 

While hands and mouth climb

Past calves

Leave wet tracks

Me…arched back

Please- please-please

…that 

Is the only word

My mind

My mouth

Can conjure 

Currently 

Calling 

It out 

Again 

Again 

It’s agonizing 

Aching 

For this end

But he is just at the beginning

He will go in slow

Swim 

Swim 

Swimming

At the very edge

Of my tide 

I am 

At the brink

Begging

Pleading 

SINK…deep in this pink

Wet 

Wild

Storm 

Soak in 

The warm, warm, warm 

Hands travel 

Across 

The landscape 

Of my

Bare flesh 

Skimming 

Skating 

Taking 

Their sweet time 

To unwind

My nerves

This serves

Only to make me cry

To wake every cell inside

Tremble… thankful… thrive

I 

I 

I am on the hottest of on fire

Please 

Let me 

Lose me 

Higher yet he promises

The sheets are wet

From tears

And tantrums

As my thighs 

Forget

Their place

They ache

Slick with his taste

Take take take

These hips are raised

And he is 

Swayed 

By the moans

My mouth procures

I’ve had all I can endure

In his voice I hear

Those low

Low notes

And I know 

He needs me 

Needs to be 

One 

Needs to be

Done

Do please free me 

From this 

Let us 

Come

Quick 

Hard

Start

Us going 

Giving

Everything to me

Deep 

Deep 

Seep yourself 

In the wealth 

Of this skin

This delicious

Thing

That spins

You reeling off your axis

Have this 

Hard 

Far 

Into the night

Yes…now…right

There 

There 

Where our planes

Blend together

Better

Better 

Best

Yes 

    Yes 

        YES!

Then....let's 

Come 

Down 

Off this high

You and I 

And collect our thoughts

Catch our breath

And 

Quick 

Switch places

And do this 

Thing

Again 

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