Liaison Words

I’m afraid 

Of the thoughts 

I think of him

Of the way 

He makes me feel 

Though I know 

It isn’t real, this thing 

With us

It’s just 

Words, on a screen 

And they certainly don’t mean 

He 

And 

I  

Will find ourselves meeting 

On a dark road

Heating 

The back seats 

Steaming 

Windows 

When we go for another round

Of desperate mouths

Pressing and

Pushing 

Perfect pink kisses 

On the surface of us

I’m afraid 

That I take too much time 

Imagining 

Stark against mine, that cream colored skin

Flush against thighs that hurt for him 

Afraid that I’m okay 

With being bad just this once 

While he comes

So close 

To saying no 

We can’t 

We shouldn't 

But just once look

And it is so so good 

Pressed against that glass

Hands cupping my 

Last seconds 

Of breath

Before he let’s 

Me wet the best leather seats 

This side of the east 

Coasting slow now 

Down off this high

He and I 

A sweaty sexy mess 

Hair mussed 

Sticky with this lust

Lingering in 

The air 

And I’m afraid that I 

am where 

I really want to be 

We, us doing dark deeds 

On dark roads 

On soft knees

Happily 

Holding out for more 

If he can spare 

Another hour

And he says 

I’m afraid 

I’m gonna have to have you now 

I can’t wait another day 

And I say 

The only thing this mouth 

Has any strength 

To muster 

Do it slow 

Show me how you love her