When Words

You know it's good when

Your heart beats in your throat

And your ears and your knees

At the same time

And you swear you're high

But you never felt so heavy

In your life

And your eyes

Are closed as tight

As your jaw

And there are sparks

Where your sight used to be

And you're not sure if your breathing

Or sleeping under water

Cause your whole bodies sorta

Out of focus

And yet you notice

Every

Single

Thing

Every cell inside you sings

And thinks

It must be the first to be alive

And you're right

At the edge of your life

And some kind of perfect death

And the rest is a blur

And it hurts 

In that good good way 

That stays in your blood 

When the pressure is just enough

To make you see stars

And you and him are

Like the only people that exist

And you wanna make him

The best fucking sandwich ever

Cause he just really did this

Just perfect and it's worth it

To put your feet on the cold floor

For the best night 

You ever stayed up for 

And you wanna stay awake 

As he takes his time to eat 

Cause he just woke things up

And you never wanna sleep

And you have that smile

Plastered on your face 

And you pray for this again

Cause you know

It is

So 

Good

When