Wished Words

He said 

I was the best sex

He ever had

Liked how my eyes

Looked sad

Downcast

How I asked

That he not say my name

Or expect for me to stay

He liked the things 

I did 

With my tongue

My lips

The way I straddled him

Full round soft ass 

On his waist

Sitting 

So that I turned away

So he always had to ask

To see my face

How I turned

Touching my chin

To my shoulder

With eyes that smoldered

And mouthed words

He'd never heard

How I leaned

Forward

And held his legs

And made him beg

As I rolled hips

On top of him

Smooth 

Soft

Subtle

I made him stutter

Words caught in his throat

As I moved 

Fluid 

But thick

Like butter

How I moaned soft

Under my breath

How he heard the hum 

Of it in his head

How I made him hard

How he made me wet

How I rose

off him just enough to show

How I glistened on his skin

Then sank

Down 

Hard 

On top of him

How sometimes I seemed

To be somewhere else

In my head

Floating off the bed

Mysterious in ways

That made 

Him suffer

And broken in places

That made him wonder

How I walked 

Around at all

If there were echo's

In my chest

If I had a heart

At all

He said I was the best sex

He ever had

Because I made him promise

To be honest 

With himself 

About what this was 

He said I was the best 

Cause I wouldn't let him 

Give the words he wished

Cause I didn't

Want

His love